I'm afraid that I will give up when many good things waiting for me out there. I'm afraid that they are right, that I'm not born to be on the stage, that I was born to be an outcast. long story short, I'm out from kssh. baik panitia maupun pengisi acara. today, I'm giving up. what if singing isn't my thing? what if music is just a one night stand for my best laid plans? I'm lost. everyone push me away and I don't even know where to go. mungkin Tuhan mau kasih pelajaran aja, atau emang Tuhan mau kasih tau bahwa aku nggak seharusnya disini. this is not good. many people say, mich itu orangnya self-centered. pede banget. selalu ceria. they are wrong. I consider the world as my stage. I would do anything to look good in front of anyone. I don't want to be the reason behind their tears. I cried a lot at night, as lot as I smiled in day. I'm dying everytime someone said that I'm fat and not good enough to be on camera. it's just people refuse...
the journey of life where nothing goes right and nothing goes wrong.